At age 70 and looking back at my life the most important experience during this life time was having and loving my daughters. I was meant to be a mother...I was not meant to be an unloved wife. I cannot live in a world where less was what was expected from me and no chance of being who I was meant to be.
So being a Christian, God knows my prayers are about bringing my girls back to their biological mother. Only Satan would plan such an experience for me. If this is so why does God allow this to be?
God has control of everything about my life. Perhaps there is a lesson of learning to accept the things I cannot change and change the things I can.
I know I may leave this planet without having a relationship again with my girls. Yet God is doing this for a reason. I have learned God is my true family...He comes first. He is teaching me to live without my daughters for a reason. I wonder what he is teaching the girls? What lessons will they learn from denying their mother a relationship with them and grandchildren. Only God knows and I totally trust him. I hope the girls will trust what they are doing is something they can live with the rest of their lives. What will my grandchildren think about not being allowed to have a relationship with me?
One daughter chose a family to help her through the transitional stage of my divorce. I am glad for her and this chosen family opening their caring arms for her .
Purification is happening in this family. This place is filled with anger and revenge. Yet I know this is in God's hands. I humbly accept this. I know there will be a better place in the third dimension.
I am willing to trust, obey and thank God for all. Daughters do not walk in the flesh with bitterness and unforgivenes..Walk in the spirit of God to find peace..Hear the word.
Romans 8:28-29
So being a Christian, God knows my prayers are about bringing my girls back to their biological mother. Only Satan would plan such an experience for me. If this is so why does God allow this to be?
God has control of everything about my life. Perhaps there is a lesson of learning to accept the things I cannot change and change the things I can.
I know I may leave this planet without having a relationship again with my girls. Yet God is doing this for a reason. I have learned God is my true family...He comes first. He is teaching me to live without my daughters for a reason. I wonder what he is teaching the girls? What lessons will they learn from denying their mother a relationship with them and grandchildren. Only God knows and I totally trust him. I hope the girls will trust what they are doing is something they can live with the rest of their lives. What will my grandchildren think about not being allowed to have a relationship with me?
One daughter chose a family to help her through the transitional stage of my divorce. I am glad for her and this chosen family opening their caring arms for her .
Purification is happening in this family. This place is filled with anger and revenge. Yet I know this is in God's hands. I humbly accept this. I know there will be a better place in the third dimension.
I am willing to trust, obey and thank God for all. Daughters do not walk in the flesh with bitterness and unforgivenes..Walk in the spirit of God to find peace..Hear the word.
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